June 2012
Laying on the air mattress listening to the pulp fiction soundtrack and trying to motivate myself to take a shower
DEAR “MORMONS BUILDING BRIDGES”,
EVERY “BRIDGE” YOU BUILD TO ME I WILL BURN
AND YOU WILL FEEL LIKE I FELT EVERY TIME I STEPPED INTO YOUR BUILDINGS
EVERY TIME YOU USED THE PHRASE “SAME SEX ATTRACTED”
EVERY TIME YOU TOLD ME MY ONLY PURPOSE WAS TO MARRY A MAN
EVERY TIME YOUR SEXIST LEADERSHIP TOLD ME MY ONLY ROLE IN LIFE WAS TO BE A MOTHER AND A WIFE
EVERY TIME YOU TOLD ME THAT BEING GAY IS A ‘CHOICE’ AND A ‘SIN’
EVERY TIME MY FATHER TOLD ME ‘I AM SO DISAPPOINTED IN YOU’
YOU WILL BURN LIKE I BURNED
GET OUT OF OUR FUCKING SAFE SPACES
GET OUT OF OUR LIVES
YOU BIGOT FUCKS
sincerely,
Ronika (a queer ex-mormon)
roniki ventures to starbucks again
just to use the wifi
oh
man
If you encountered me while obliterated drunk I am so sorry
I probably made out with you
Or fell over
I think I may have to write my queer ex-Mormon manifesto today
Play
1:07
Ugh am I a life ruiner or do I just know what I want or am I awful or
Omg that picture of me is literally perfect
Bottle of wine to the face…bad idea.
I have been exporting the same image like 5 times into final cut pro and fucking it up every time my mind is ELSEWHERE
Shit. Is. Wild.
If you can’t appreciate “Yankin” by Lady, I can’t appreciate you.
Man I missed mad men. Gotta go find some wifi tomorrow so I can watch it illegally
“Nobody’s ever happy. They just want more more more!”
—The smartest child in America sitting to my right on Pier 25
I don’t have internet in my apartment for like another 10 days
What am I going to do with myself